wake up! wake up! you are going to die!

i'm mark

18. syracuse, new york.

in love with the most incredible and astonishingly beautiful girl in the world.

feel free to ask me anything & everything

Anonymous asked: are going to arizona to see her? (:

I’ve been there a couple times. ^_^ The next time I see her, I’ll probably be going down there again because I’ll be in college in Michigan and she’ll still be finishing up high school.

Anonymous asked: Arizona is cool.

It is. :> She lives in a very beautiful part of it and the people are splendid.  ^_^

Anonymous asked: In your bedroom?

No, by both of our parents’ rule. I lay with her until she falls asleep and then I get up and head to a different room.

I’ve been with Carissa for about 32 hours.

She doesn’t leave for another 12 days and I’m already getting so incredibly upset at the thought of her leaving. She can’t go. She just can’t.

I’m going to have such a breakdown at some point. And when she’s actually gone… I don’t know what I’m going to do with myself.

It would be so much easier if I knew when I’m going to see her again. But there’s never any way to know for sure.

I know we can still talk when she’s gone. I know we will still share the same love and connection. I know that I will see her again. I know that I’m not alone in this.

But it’s still going to destroy me.

Laughing on the inside right now because Carissa has been freaking out for months about travelling across the country by herself and being really scared and “knowing” she wouldn’t be able to find her gate and that crowds would freak her out.

She is currently boarding her second flight after navigating through the entire Phoenix airport without even asking where her gate was or anything.

She’s such a worrywart for no reason sometimes. :D

why am I currently addicted to that gotye music video

why

I tried so hard to not like this song

but it seems impossible